Missing my Baby Thai
With my Bum Baby Thayeden, When you are old enough, I fear you asking me why I was not there at that time when you need me with you. You may be awestruck as to why I am not visiting you too often. Baby, I miss you a lot every single day. I yearn to hold you always but the distance of us does part us. I am told by Ani that you miss me always and do enquire about me. I wish to help you freshen up in the morning, prepare your breakfast, dress you up in your uniform and drop you at school. I like to wait for you to return from school and want to know what you have learned for a day. I want to guide you in your studies and play with you. At the end of the day, I want to read you stories and hold you on my lap till you fall asleep. I want to wish you goodnight and kiss you. You are now thinking big and asking big questions. Your mindset has enlarged and talking sensibly. You are growing beautifully. I feel sorry that I couldn’t be with you always simply because I am doing the job on o