Missing my Baby Thai
With my Bum |
Baby Thayeden,
When
you are old enough, I fear you asking me why I was not there at that time when
you need me with you. You may be awestruck as to why I am not visiting you too
often.
Baby,
I miss you a lot every single day. I yearn to hold you always but the distance of
us does part us. I am told by Ani that you miss me always and do enquire
about me. I wish to help you freshen up in the morning, prepare your breakfast,
dress you up in your uniform and drop you at school. I like to wait for you
to return from school and want to know what you have learned for a day. I want
to guide you in your studies and play with you. At the end of the day, I want to read
you stories and hold you on my lap till you fall asleep. I want to wish you
goodnight and kiss you.
You
are now thinking big and asking big questions. Your mindset has enlarged and
talking sensibly. You are growing beautifully. I feel sorry that I couldn’t be
with you always simply because I am doing the job on other part that made me
hard to visit you often. I know it is not a wise decision to stay apart from you
at this tender age because of the fact that it may lead you to the thought of
not loving you. Baby, there is not a single day without a thought of you.
Everything that I am doing is all because I got a reason and that sole reason
is you. You make me going when everything falls apart. You give me the strength
that I need the most and push me forward to do better. I am trying my very best
to keep you happy.
I am following you in your class through a Telegram Group created by your Class Teacher. I get an update of you from your Ani and your teacher. All have a positive say about you and I am happy that you are shouldering as a Class Captain. Be good and do good as always.
Love, Apa
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