Phobia

My Wordweb dictionary says "Phobia is an anxiety disorder characterized by an extreme and irrational fear of simple things or social situations". There are many common phobias that can be listed as below:
1. acrophobia - fear of heights. 
2. aerophobia - fear of flying. 
3. arachnophobia - fear of spider. 
4. astraphobia - fear of thunder and lightning. 
5. antophobia - fear of being alone. 
6. claustrophobia - fear of confined or crowded spaces. 
7. hemophobia - fear of blood. 
8. hydrophobia - fear of water; 
So on and so forth. 

Lately, I am kind of afraid in taking calls and mails which is termed telephonophobia. The reluctancy of making or taking calls especially from the unknown numbers. The incoming ringtones of my cellphone and the typical ringtones of the fixed lines struck me to a point that it numbs me for a moment. It is very difficult to deal and explain the entire situation at that particular moment. That roused me to think, it would have been better if that is said that way OR this way. 

Bygone are those days at site where the pressure was bearable and comfortable. I missed going to the site, deliver the order of one boss, and do it my way. Now, dealing with bosses (I am actually to think who really is my boss?) and making everyone happy is impossible. For one section to be happy other sections are compromised. Everyone is Boss in here and I with no option have to follow every instruction. 

Kids used to be happy when there is a holiday on weekdays and they always yearns forward for the weekends. Seemingly, I am looking for the weekends. Come Saturday, the best day of my week that I feel relaxed which ultimately fades away on Sanday evening. Life is a cycle that reverses back everything in a natural way. I hope and pray that the phobia goes away soon. 

Someone says I act like psycho which I graciously accept it.

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